ummm.. HI.O_o

well, i was just wondering if you people are ignoring me. i posted a journal for the first time in a LONG time on Saturday or Sunday, and so far only 3 people have responded to it, and i'v only been in contact with 5 deviants period out of my 20 some watchers since i returned. i'm sorry if im sounding pushy or mean, but this really is not the best time for me to feel rejected. and yea, ik how often you guys get on.

I have a few theories as to why you guys aren't talking:

1) you stopped watching my journals when i left. kinda pointless.
2) you didn't realize that you were never watching my journals in the first place.
3) out of rage that i left in the first place, you are just comepletely ignoring my new journals.
4) you havent been on in a few days> completely understandable.

you'd prolly understand why im so stressed and easily angered right now if you read the journal that i wrote before this, telling all of the very important events in my life lately, and i really need you guy's support right now. so go ahead and do that if you want to. thats pretty much the ONLY way youll kno wat's going on in my life right now.

so PLZ start talkin to me again, im SORRY i left, but i was too stressed and too busy to come on for a while. not to mention that before the stress started, i was being COMPLETELY bombarded with stuff for our high school's musical, going to practice almost every day.

oh, and ill try to scan my sketches so that i can download them for you guys. but im afraid to download all of them at once cuz i dont think you guys will want to look at alll of them at once.
so ill try and talk to you guys later.. PLZ start talkin to me and givin me your support..